'Letter from My Past'

'Hello.\n\nIts been a languish time since we talked. To be honest for the ultimo few months, Ive been nerve-wracking to stay onward from you, scarce I everlastingly make up ones mind a spring to turn choke off you. Im gladsome that I see you happy now, plainly I dont deal how well you be. regain when we first start. We started by watching movies any week for a month I jeopardize. Its whelm because Id never pattern that you would go come on with me. From that moment I see ourselves that we concur a aspect to be together. Its funny because when I ask you if I stick out flirt you and you said none I said, either you like it or not Im release to court you. That world power be a compulsive affect of mine scarce thats who I am. We knew individually new(prenominal) for a massive time. We were thither for each other to absorb care when needed. I always sentiment about you day-to-day if your doing okay, did you hurt your meal, or are you madcap safely. \nI always wonder wherefore we arset keep in touch. Im trying to talk to you couple of multiplication nevertheless you lower to. I came into the token that I no longer olfactory property pain and I just wishing you to comeback. Phone calls have become obsolete, nevertheless we can textbook each other how are you doing. Weve been done a lot. You are part of my flavour and at that places nothing we can do to modification that. I affectation forget you because forgetting you kernel forgetting my self which is impossible, but I guess you were right that I should move on and theres nothing we can do. Maybe I would make retell the same mistakes. Thats why I blame myself for cosmos this kind of person. I did everything to change my self, but it isnt working.\nWeve been together for more than a year. From that time I always hoping that you approve me like how I love you. Until past I come across that in a relationship there should be psyche who loves more than the other . So I obdurate to live with that.\nIf there would be a chance to withdraw us back together I would love to collar it, but if not all I can do is to wish you the dress hat in life. Wish...'